Journey to the Center
A Lenten Passage
by Father Thomas Keating
Second Sunday in Lent
Matthew 17:13
Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a
high mountain, by themselves. And he was transfigured before them, and his
face shown like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white. Suddenly there
appeared to them Moses and Elijah; talking with him. Then Peter said to Jesus,
"Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three
dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah. "While he
was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the
cloud a voice said, "This is my Son; the Beloved; with him I am well
pleased; listen to him!"
Jesus' going up the mountain to be transfigured points to the
transformation that we receive on the spiritual journey after a time of
purification. After enduring the inner desert of purification, God refreshes us
with transforming experiences. The mountain of the Transfiguration is not just a
place of retreat. it symbolizes the experience of spiritual awakening that is
the purpose of the practice of contemplative prayer.
The first clear indication that contemplative prayer is
becoming established in oneself is the attraction to solitude. This attraction
comes from the refining of our faculties through the dismantling of our
emotional programs for happiness and the consequent reduction of the static that
they cause as everyday life keeps frustrating them. In this event the emotional
programs of the three apostles have been left on the plain, so to speak, at
least temporarily. Their attraction to solitude is symbolized by Jesus leading
them up the mountain. It is the first sign of their spiritual awakening.
We begin to access the mystery of God's presence through a
similar attraction, even though the particular mountain we are on--a retreat or
our daily period of prayer--may not bring us any satisfaction whatsoever. Like
an irresistible magnet, the attraction for solitude draws us without our knowing
where it is coming from. We wait patiently upon God day after day in prayer and
stumble along in our ordinary occupations.
On this holy mountain, Jesus exploded into a presence that
overwhelmed the disciples. . . . Jesus turned into light; even his clothes
became saturated with it. A kind of glory suffused itself into their senses both
inward and outward. If we perceive the divine presence in some facsimile to this
clarity, we are fascinated, absorbed, and delighted. Peter's response was to
want to stay there forever The more profound the experience of union, the more
one cannot help but wish to prolong it.
Just as the disciples are beginning to experience the delight
of the divine presence in the person of Jesus, a cloud suddenly overshadows
them. The cloud is the symbol of the unknowing that we enter as a habitual state
through the regular practice of contemplative prayer. Suddenly a voice from the
cloud resounded, saying, "This is my beloved Son, listen to him."
Listen not just to his words to which they had been listening when they were on
the plain, but "listen to him," the divine person who is speaking to
you. Listen to the divine presence that is incarnate in this human being. Listen
to the infinite Silence out of which the incarnate Word emerges and to which it
returns.
The grace of the Transfiguration is not just a vision of
glory, an isolated experience of divine consolation, how· ever exalted. Of
course, such an experience has immense value. But its primary purpose is
something greater: to empower us to live in the presence of God and to see the
radiance of that presence in all events, people, the cosmos, and in ourselves.
~Reawakenings
Prayer
O Holy Spirit, free us from all the emotional
programs for happiness that feed our false
selves and grant us the restfulness of
detachment from their restless energy.

Monday of the Second Week in Lent
Daniel 9:4-6
Ah, Lord, great and awesome God, keeping covenant and
steadfast love with those who love you and keep your commandments, we have
sinned and done wrong, acted wickedly and rebelled, turning aside, from your
commandments and ordinances. We have not listened to your servants the
prophets, who spoke in your name to our kings, our princes, and our ancestors,
and to all the people of the land.
The term "original sin" is a way of describing the
universal experience of coming to full reflective self consciousness without the
certitude of personal union with God. This gives rise to our intimate sense of
incompletion, dividedness, isolation, and guilt. The cultural consequences of
these alienations are instilled in us from earliest childhood and passed on from
one generation to the next. The urgent need to escape from the profound
insecurity of this situation, when unchecked, gives rise to insatiable desires
for pleasure, possessions, and power. On the social level, it gives rise to
violence, war, and institutional injustice.
The particular consequences of original sin include all the
self serving habits that have been woven into our personalities from the time we
were conceived; all the harm that other people have done to us knowingly or
unknowingly at an age when we could not defend our selves; and the methods we
acquired, many of them now unconscious, to ward off the pain of unbearable
situations. This constellation of prerational reactions is the foundation of the
false self. The false self develops in opposition to the true self. Its center
of gravity is the self as separate from God and others, and hence turned in on
itself.
~Invitation to Love
Prayer
Creator Spirit, You have bestowed on us
our basic human goodness which nothing can
destroy. Give us the grace to overcome every
obstacle from without and every evil inclination
from within, to being fully human and to
becoming divinized by Your transforming Love.

Tuesday of the Second Week in Lent
Isaiah 1:10
Hear the word of the Lord,
you rulers of Sodom!
Listen to the teaching of our God,
you people of Gomorrah!
Christ is the full expression of the Father. Jesus, the
humanity of Christ, is the full manifestation of all that the Father is, insofar
as this can be expressed in human nature. Jesus is the living symbol of God's
love, mercy, and incredible tenderness toward his creatures. He is also the way
that God communicates divine life to us. The actions that Christ performed
during his earthly life expressed his inner dispositions, and none more
completely than his passion, death, and resurrection, toward which the whole of
his life was oriented. By knowing the historical Jesus, by listening to his Word
in the Gospel and in the events of his life, we learn, little by little, to
interiorize his teaching and his actions and begin to understand them. This is
what we might call deep listening.
But like Mary of Bethany at the feet of Jesus, it is not
enough just to listen to his words with our ears and to reflect on them with our
reason. This is only an essential preliminary to getting acquainted with him, as
in getting acquainted with any new friend. If we are really interested in making
this friendship grow, we will find out all we can about him; spend time in
prayer, and put his teaching into practice. As we reflect an the Word of God and
the humanity of Jesus, we begin to listen with the ears of our hearts. Just as
we can converse with someone on the level of words, so we can commune with
someone on the level of silence. If we are quite closely acquainted, we can do
it just by sitting together and communing without words. Anyone who has a close
friend knows this experience.
But there is an even deeper level of conversation than
communion, and that is unity. It is to this level that the Word of God is
ultimately addressed. This is the capacity to listen with our whole being. Total
response to Christ is only possible when we hear his word on every level of our
being, including the deepest level, which is that of interior silence. It is at
this level that his Word is most powerful and most creative; action that emerges
from that silence is effective.
~The Heart of the World
Prayer
O Holy Spirit, under Your sure guidance, help
us to listen to the words of Scripture that You
have inspired and to penetrate their meaning at
ever-deepening levels of understanding
insight, and response.
~~~~~
Excerpted from Journey to The Center by Fr. Thomas Keating