Journey to the Center
A Lenten Passage
by Father Thomas Keating
Friday of the Fifth Week in Lent
Jeremiah 20:11,13
The Lord is with me like a dread warrior;
therefore my persecutors will stumble and
they will not prevail.
They will be greatly shamed
for they will not succeed,
Their eternal dishonor
will never be forgotten.
Sing to the Lord;
praise the Lord!
For he has delivered the life of the needy
from the hands of evildoers.
There is no commandment that says we have to be upset by the
way other people treat us. The reason we are upset is because we have an
emotional program that says, "If someone is nasty to me, I cannot be happy
or feel good about myself." It is true that there is psychological and
sometimes physical pain involved in not being treated as a human being. In such
situations, we have every right to be indignant and to take steps to remedy
them. But apart from such circumstances, instead of reacting compulsively and
retaliating, we could enjoy our freedom as human beings and refuse to be upset.
Once on the spiritual, journey, we begin to perceive that our
emotional programs for happiness prevent us from reacting to other people and
their needs. When locked into our private worlds of narcissistic desires, we are
not present to the needs of others when they seek help. The clarity with which
we see other people's needs and respond to them is in direct proportion to our
interior freedom.
~ Invitation to Love
Prayer
O Holy Spirit,
in all our temptations, calm our rebellious passions
and quiet our fears when we feel overwhelmed.

Saturday
John 11:45
Many of the Jews therefore, who had come with Mary and
had seen what Jesus did, believed in him.
Faith is the essential means of attaining salvation. We cannot
reach faith by reasoning. It is like an intuition. We can prepare for it by
reflection, by longing for it, and by pleading for it. But it can only come as a
gift. Once it has been given, life assumes a new direction. A Christian is like
someone getting on an elevator Such a person is not interested in going anywhere
horizontally; his or her desire is to go up.
If we conceptualize the Christian life as an ascent toward
God, getting on an elevator for the first time and closing the door is an act of
faith. We do not know what will happen. The door may open on the second, third,
or fourth floor and, to our amazement, we find a new perspective of the world
stretching out before us. After having enjoyed the vista on one floor, we get
back on the elevator and enter once again into darkness. We have to make a new
act of faith in order to get to the next level; that is, we have to go through
the pain of passing through the transition from one level to the next.
Faith is not just the assent of our minds to a series of
dogmas. Such a superficial view drains it of its full meaning. Faith is
basically the surrender of our will. It is not a matter of understanding with
our heads; it is the gift of our entire being to God--to the ultimate reality.
It orients us definitively in God's direction.
~ The Heart of the World
Prayer
O Holy Spirit,
grant us an abiding awareness of Your boundless
Presence, so all-embracing and yet free.

Palm Sunday
John 12:12-13
The great crowd that had come to the festival heard that
Jesus was coming to Jerusalem. So they took branches of palm trees and went
out to meet him, shouting,
"Hosanna!
Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord--
the King of Israel! "
Jesus is the paradigm of humanity, the universal human being,
God's idea of human nature with its enormous potentialities. According to the
great hymn of Paul to God's humility, the divine Person of the Word, source of
everything that exists, did not cling to his divine dignity or prerogatives, but
threw them all away. In God there seems to be the need not to be God. In
creating, God, in a sense, dies, because he is no longer alone; he is completely
involved in the evolution of these creatures whom he has made so lovable.
Christ emptied himself of the divine power that could have
protected him and opened himself in total vulnerability as he stretched out his
arms on the cross to embrace all human suffering. In the most real sense, we too
are the body of God; we too are a new humanity in which the
Word becomes flesh; we too can put ourselves in the service of
the divine Word. Then God is experiencing human life through our senses, our
emotions, and our thoughts. Each of us can give the eternal Word a new way in
which he discovers his own infinite potentiality. Thus, God knows himself in us
and experiences the human condition in all its ramifications. The Word lives in
us, or more exactly, lives us. We are incorporated into the new creation that
Christ has brought into the world by becoming a human being. We leave behind the
false self and solidarity with Adam, which is solidarity in sin, death, and
human misery. Jesus invites us to experience his consciousness of the Father,
the Abba of infinite concern, the God who transcends both suffering and joy and
manifests equally in both.
Christ on the donkey, waving aside the cheers of the crowd, is
riding to his death. This is his way of revealing the heart of God once and for
all in such a way that no one can ever doubt God's infinite mercy. The priest
says over the bread and wine, "This is my Body." The power of those
words extends to each of us as Christ awakens and celebrates his great sacrifice
in our own hearts saying, "You are my body. You are my blood" You,
with all of humanity, are a manifestation in the flesh of the new creation.
~ Awakenings
Prayer
Come Holy Spirit,
giver of divine Gifts,
and share with us the supreme Gift,
the Gift of Yourself.

The Anointing at Bethany
Monday in Holy Week
John 12:1-3
Six days before the Passover Jesus came to Bethany, the
home of Lazarus, whom he had raised from the dead. There they gave a dinner
for him. Martha served, and Lazarus was one of those at the table with him.
Mary took a pound of costly perfume made of pure nard, anointed Jesus' feet,
and wiped them with her hair. The house was filled with the fragrance of the
perfume.
The dinner at Bethany was given in honor of Jesus six days
before his passion and death. The Jewish authorities were now plotting
vigorously for his destruction. Judas had already decided to betray him into the
hands of his enemies. Simon the leper was the host at the dinner Martha was
fulfilling her customary role as perfect hostess, and Lazarus was one of the
guests at table. It was an interesting group of people: Jesus the Messiah, Mary
the contemplative, Martha the activist, Simon the leper, Judas the thief, and
Lazarus the former corpse.
Everyone was reclining at table except Mary When she walked
in, all eyes turned toward her Everybody knew she had a deep love for Jesus. She
was carrying an alabaster jar in which there was a pound of nard perfume. A
pound of nard perfume was extremely expensive. Later we learn that it was worth
three hundred denarii, an amount that represented the ordinary workingman's
wages for an entire year.
She entered the room carrying the alabaster jar filled to the
brim with the precious nard perfume and came to where Jesus was reclining.
Suddenly, without a word, she smashed the bottle and poured the entire contents
over his head. Out poured a pound of the incredibly costly perfume. The
delicious odor billowed forth, filling the whole house with its fragrance. John
adds that Mary also anointed the feet of Jesus and wiped them with her hair.
Mary was aware of what was being plotted by the authorities
and wanted to affirm the depth of her faith in Jesus in a way that could not
possibly be misunderstood. Some gesture had to be made before it was too late.
Everyone recognized that by anointing him with expensive perfume, the symbol of
her love, she was expressing her devotion to him and manifesting the gift of
herself. But the deepest meaning of her symbolic gesture was not simply the gift
of herself but the totality of that gift. Not only did she anoint him with the
costly perfume; she smashed the bottle and emptied its entire contents over his
head! She threw herself away, so to speak, emptying every last drop of the
perfume in superabundant expression of the total gift of herself. This is the
meaning of her extraordinary gesture as Jesus perceived it and which so moved
him. "You always have the poor with you," he said, "but you do
not always have me. She did what she could: by anointing my body, she prepared
it for burial just in time."
In this remarkable incident, Mary manifests her intuition into
what Jesus is about to do. Moreover, she identifies with him to such an intimate
degree that she manifests the same disposition of total self-giving that he is
about to manifest on the cross. She had learned from Jesus how to throw herself
away and become like God. That is why this story must be proclaimed wherever the
Gospel is preached. "To perpetuate Mary's memory" is to fill the whole
world with the perfume of God's love, the love that is totally self-giving. In
the concrete, it is to anoint the poor and the afflicted, the favored members of
Christ's Body with this love.
~ The Mystery of Christ
Prayer
O Holy Spirit,
through Your Gift of Counsel,
be our companion in each moment of our lives
so that we can manifest Your goodness in every action.